ill be right here waiting

song dedicated to kevin : don won - waiting
& baby ill be right here waiting

wow, ive made it to the thirtieth of september of two thousand and nine- day 68.
never ever thought ill be holding on until this day, how i never knew i would have fallen so deep for him.
his my biggest weakness, he makes me weak inside. loosing him is my biggest fear, his everything =/
of i lose him , im certain ill lose myself. since when did i become so lucky to find someone like him ? since when did my relationships go past thity days? baby why are you such a miracle. but baby but are yo so far away? how does he expect me to survive everyday without him . his kiling me, hes making me suffer, he knows it but its alright, its ohkay - his suffrig with me anyways 8) hehe. a day without you him never seems to want to end. and there are soooo many of them ! like fuck! !@#$% just fuck me dead.
well today was so eventful :) got to see kevin ^^ hold kevin, kiss kevin, and let his scent rub off onto me 8) still carying it now. mwahahs, im such a freak xD before that walked around parra with stelios, annoying the shit out of each other >< ( his so imature for an 18 year old ahaah but his aweosme (Y) ) then met my baby <3 then had a nice looonnggg , refreshing, hot, card loosing walk from north paramatta back to the station. epic walkout (Y) burnt off the sandwhich and strawberry milkshake i had earilier T_T. need to go gym, feel like a fat ooompa loompa, wheres jaymes 8) tag along. hehehe. welll then after i saw kevin, i jst didnt care where i went or what i did :L i was just so happy. wouldve jumped off a plan :)
no more school for me . yesterday was my last day mwahahaha :)
holidays ftw 8) cant wait to see kevin . hehee i know, i think im obsessed :L
i wonder where mell josiee julles tram widi koko and every are right now..
must be having fun =/ cant wait to go out xD

i cant wait until the day you come back kevin <3
missing you like fuck fuck fuck me!
every second without you, just meand you got to spend that second with me :)
loving you, always and forever .

signing off - 5pm