Yay ! 8.57am . bored. hungry, happy, excited . 23rd november coming up, cant wait to see my baby ! fucking miss your skinny ass kevin ^_^
been a while since ive last blogged, hmms. stilll missing kevin ): currently talking to julliete on msn xD lmao! shes in london :O wtf! how did i get her on my msn contacts? lmao, oh wells shes really nice :)wish i could travel one day, just awaiting until kevins back and then christmas holidays :) - take the whole family on ROADDDTRIPPP woooot :) cant wait!just got to save up some money, so broke these days D: and WHERE IS MY ABO SISTER . WHERE AR YOU JOSEPHINE DE MESA DE METRI MELISA get your abo ass back tot he city now! fuck! dog ):everyones missing you!
yesterday hmms.. was a good girl :) stayed home, cleaned, cooked, met mell@ banks for a bit, came home, got tutored :D. wow, feel so much smarter xD. ambition this term - pick up where i left last year & get the mthrfcking dux. :D hehe. feels impossible to achieve now, been dropping sa bad D: ><. other than that, some achievements : learnt how to play guitar ^_^ & did my own acrylics xD.
wonder whats happening with the family today, evryones so dead. i dnt even know if julles and quad came home fro last night O_O. need to call up my sugar dady for some cashhh $$ got massive fucking phone bill to pay D: money to send, money to owe .. D: OMFG! Im so broke. =/ what to do =/
song dedicated to kevin : don won - waiting & baby ill be right here waiting
wow, ive made it to the thirtieth of september of two thousand and nine- day 68. never ever thought ill be holding on until this day, how i never knew i would have fallen so deep for him. his my biggest weakness, he makes me weak inside. loosing him is my biggest fear, his everything =/ of i lose him , im certain ill lose myself. since when did i become so lucky to find someone like him ? since when did my relationships go past thity days? baby why are you such a miracle. but baby but are yo so far away? how does he expect me to survive everyday without him . his kiling me, hes making me suffer, he knows it but its alright, its ohkay - his suffrig with me anyways 8) hehe. a day without you him never seems to want to end. and there are soooo many of them ! like fuck! !@#$% just fuck me dead. well today was so eventful :) got to see kevin ^^ hold kevin, kiss kevin, and let his scent rub off onto me 8) still carying it now. mwahahs, im such a freak xD before that walked around parra with stelios, annoying the shit out of each other >< ( his so imature for an 18 year old ahaah but his aweosme (Y) ) then met my baby <3 then had a nice looonnggg , refreshing, hot, card loosing walk from north paramatta back to the station. epic walkout (Y) burnt off the sandwhich and strawberry milkshake i had earilier T_T. need to go gym, feel like a fat ooompa loompa, wheres jaymes 8) tag along. hehehe. welll then after i saw kevin, i jst didnt care where i went or what i did :L i was just so happy. wouldve jumped off a plan :) no more school for me . yesterday was my last day mwahahaha :) holidays ftw 8) cant wait to see kevin . hehee i know, i think im obsessed :L i wonder where mell josiee julles tram widi koko and every are right now.. must be having fun =/ cant wait to go out xD
i cant wait until the day you come back kevin <3 missing you like fuck fuck fuck me! every second without you, just meand you got to spend that second with me :) loving you, always and forever .
arrghhhhhhhhhhhh !@#$%^& i miss himmmm T_T fucking stupid management centre. argh ! only thing stop stopping me from seeing him D: ONLY THING MAKING ME GO THROUGH THIS FOR ANOTHER DAY. do ma. currently at mels. and ithasnt been such a good day =/ -unexpected exam -pmsing mum >< -fucking miss you kevin D: -broke my diet with 4 tubs of yogo. T_T ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh killlll meeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee i miss you sooooo muchhhhh T_T cant beleive i actaully survived 59 days without you. =/ better get to see you tmrw >=] or il be going on that masacre hehehe. besdies that . . . wtf is happpening O_O" wheres my abo sister josiie? ahaha wheres julles? wheres tram? WHRES EVERYBODY! WHHEERERESS KEEVINNNMAIII D: today can only afford to get better i hope. :) wish mee luckkkk , signing out 2.41pm.
been such a loonnng day. school was such a bludgeee. T_T time went by soo soo slowly. argh .just fucking my baby so much that nothing can make this time go nay faster. >< luckily our drama teacher, that fucking racist. wasnt here hehe 8) so that was something nice about today :) right now, just sitting in my room waitinfg for my AA sister to get her fatass here! jokes babes, ily. hehehe. its currently 6.13, she is 13 minutes late ! oooo whats this? somehtings flashing orange on msn , whoever it is can wait . mwahhaa. the weather outside is soo cold. just this morning it was so hot T_T such a chnage of weather. and such a change of plans, suppose to be going luna park - but changed plans to bankstown. T_T why does nothigng ever go right for me and josiie? fourth week in a row things decided to go wrong. were like cursed to be together, LMAOOO she must get sick of being with me. everything in her pockets just fly out the window and the day never plans out to be like expected ><" hopefully tonight will be a good one (Y) wow. my mummys home. lets me try scab some money hehee. got viet schoool tmrw, then off to see my baby! YESSS 8) so excited. first plans were to go thai school with mel, but... im guessing this week im going to have to skip T_T. WHERE IS MY ABOOO SISTER ?!?! god dayummmsss.. shes taking her time. anyways, lets return back to that flashing msn box. 8) signing out 6.19pm. xx iloveeeryou kevin. ^_^
lovee siickkkkkk ): i never thought i'd find a love like this but im so lucky to have and i wouldnt give it up for anything, not the world. you are my world - your the air i need to breathe, water i need to drink, sun that needs to shine, baby and im making you all mine right now i miss you like FUCK. and nothing is helping ): wish you were here by my side . . feel like going on a massacre . a rampage. this fucking distance between us is fucking pissing the fucking shits out of me. idk how much longer i can take this. ffs. fml. DO MA! argh !@#$%^&*( i just miss you.. why is there so much hassle.. i just want to see my baby smile ): i just want him . . is that too much to ask? T_T want to stay in his arms as he holds me tight, becasue baby being you just feels so fucking right!
lostt loveeeee? wth is happening, so proud of you josiie babes - holding on tight holding on strong .. never seen a stronger girl in my life babe :) what a saint 8) what would i do if i was i[n your shoes D= i know.. commit suicide. hehe rofls xD when i see the tears fall down your face, i dont know what to do. just want to go on ANOTHER MASACRE and rampage. grrr @#$%^& things are hard and tough >< , but im sure he has something in his mind aswell.. hopefully.. im sure its not all sunshine and lollypops for him babe .. i wonder whats on his mind.. i hope he knows what his doing.. two young people.. can cause each other so much stress. hope theyre both alrights (Y) what a pair.. wait . what am i saying? T_T ... woahs . and i thought me and my man were difficult. O_O
loovveeeee ^^ woooooooahs . mr.quadlettt & princess getitng it heated up these days. like living in an action movie. 24/7 bed action goinngg on. AHHAAHA JUST KIDDING. IM KIDDING EVERYONE. I REPEAT. I AM KIDDING. but theres lots of.. bed throwing and attacks ..by both the mrs.&mr AHAAAHA rofls whaaattaaaa couple. xD going to loose alot of weight throwing each other around.(Y) no wonder shes like super model skinny and im like oopma loompa. >.<" like seriosly, shes like asain barbie man . T_T feel like a obeast child trying to fit into her clothes... and quadlett aswell. O_O even thinner than her.god dayums. maybe i am fat. roffllllllllssss. such a cute cuople ^^ lust. grrr. FUCKING LITTLE ~!@#$%^&.( *my littlebrother ahem.ahem :) ) DO MA! MAY DO CHET DI MAY . KHONG SO AI MUON THAY MAC MAY NUA! >=] fucking horney little people these days. stop eating so many oysters for your own good! girls arent assesories you can pick out and move on from ffs. were not here to have fun around with and get bored of. troi oi. thnag nay muon chet tiec ! iloveyoumichelleyimyuan ;) ahahah you know who im talking about now aye .
isnt love gay? rofls. i lalala lovveee my baby kevin <3>